My cat has unfortunately passed away this morning, she was only 7 months old. She got bitten by a dog which caused her Liver to hemorrhage. The vet did everything they could to save her but it didn't work. She was in a lot of pain, and couldn't breathe, couldn’t move, coughed out a lot of blood, and died right in front of my eyes. I don’t know what to do, been crying and hating myself a lot for being a worthless and shitty owner and not being able to save her but crying won’t do anything the only thing I can do now is pray that God will take good care of her. Bad things just keep happening today, Mom and Dad keep blaming and fighting over each other, didn’t do well in school lately the pressure keeps increasing. I have 10 other cats and I’m scared that the same thing will happen again sooner or later. I’m scared, frustrated, angry, and depressed, I don’t know what to do, don’t know what to think, don’t have anyone who can I talk to with and the only thing I can do now is post this to release all the feeling I have right now inside of me and hope that tomorrow things will be better. I hope my cat can rest in peace and forget about all the bad things that happened to her. I deserve to rot in hell.